Perfect! i'm active on Saturday night and yes, it doesn't mean i don't socialize even though my recent history is slowly degrading off. i shall not worry about such things.Right now, i'm worried about thoughts, that are flying and creating a buzz inside my twisted head. Chill. i'm not a serial killer nor gonna be one! But, sometimes your mind thinks too much that, it is uncontrollable. Isn't it? or i am the only one who think this?
I'm probably writing after a long, period. And it's my first post since there is a shift in Calender.
What should write on? Hmm. sometimes, i see world in different perspective like today. i've slightest view from my dad's point and through my mom's point. feels delusional but, it also make me look so weak.
What should write on? Hmm. sometimes, i see world in different perspective like today. i've slightest view from my dad's point and through my mom's point. feels delusional but, it also make me look so weak.
What if you could be just normal? i wish, i could. Living like this, having different perspective and having little
delusional thoughts gonna make me real sick.
For example; i'm thinking of staying in my room for rest of my life.
For example; i'm thinking of staying in my room for rest of my life.
Creating a perfect environment to sustain a life in a single room.
Work. Sleep. Eat. In a space where no one can imagine. Creating something is not impossible, though it sounds crazy. Imagine a room, where walls are painted in titanium white, with ceiling also painted in white, few paintings hanging on one side of the wall, a single bed right adjacent to wooden table, for work. will it be enough? Enough, for rest of my life?
A bed and a table, is all you need. And of course the internet to post your creation. It's like hidden archive sending out transmissions.
Don't take me seriously nor think of doing such thing, cause it will be just creating your own world.
Work. Sleep. Eat. In a space where no one can imagine. Creating something is not impossible, though it sounds crazy. Imagine a room, where walls are painted in titanium white, with ceiling also painted in white, few paintings hanging on one side of the wall, a single bed right adjacent to wooden table, for work. will it be enough? Enough, for rest of my life?
A bed and a table, is all you need. And of course the internet to post your creation. It's like hidden archive sending out transmissions.
Don't take me seriously nor think of doing such thing, cause it will be just creating your own world.
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